This post made me hungry for pizza. And just as I was gonna go work out. ._.
(Source: looksdelicious, via fabikun)
Teasing
I met this guy in my (currently) out of town convention who is from the UK. He seemed very nice and approached me first, which I couldn’t believe. He’s way older than me like 8-10 years, and he wasn’t what you would call hot. Yet, he had something I liked, whcih I couldn’t put my finger on. When he talks to me I feel like I’m talking to someone my age. He ddin’t look older than me too.
He liked guys. And he told me he thinks I’m cute. And he already knew I like guys. Apparently, one of my friends blabbed. But i didn’t care. We talked about politics and intimate things - like penis size and stuff we’ve done lol. I even got a feel. No sex though, or foreplay. Just light tapping lol.
Things took a turn for the worse the following day. We talked for a while. But it seems cracks are appearing already. He didn’t feel enthusiastic at all. And there were some differences. I had to go to my other schedules for the convention and he told me he’d talk with me after I come back and when he’s done with his. When I thought the convention was over for the day, I saw him in the common area just browsing on his phone and joined him. I tried to start a conversation with him it ended so quickly. Then, some of his friends saw him and decided to join and suddenly the conversation became lively.
I grew awkward. I said I had to go but didn’t think anybody really noticed. I wanted to punch something so bad for even starting some sort of emotion with him.
Movie Night
For Valentine’s Day, my friends and I decided a movie night and dinner would be enough to celebrate it. Most of us are single others have coupled up with each other. We watched a typical love story, but it wasn’t that bad.
The movie theater we went to was sort of pricey, but the experience was worth it.The seats have these wonderful cushions and larger space, and the bathrooms didn’t have that awful musty smell that some malls can’`t get rid of. Popcorn was more expensive than usual, though. Overall, I can’t complain. But I wouldn’t go there soon ‘cause of the price. Probably next year or this December.
I just wished we went on a Friday instead of Thursday. Going back to work the following day feels like a good dream being abruptly ended by an alarm clock. Oooo, but I keep forgetting that the movie theater had a Valentines Discount or something like that.
Steam Room
I really dislike it when my straight friends (who don’t know I like guys) coax me into going to the steam room after a workout. It’s not like I’m sexually attracted to my friends, but if I see a guy there i like, I might just pop a boner and I really don’t wanna look like a perv. Plus, these friends of mine are connected to my parents and once the family finds out…*sigh* I better bring a thick towel.
Jogging
I’ve been relying on weights for most of my workouts, but I haven’t really felt the same rush that cardio gives me. I ought to start jogging again or play some sports
New Tumblr Posting Method
What is with the new text post design? Mine automatically scrolls up when writing more than 5 lines. Am I the only one experiencing this? Or is this tumblr’s way of keeping it short? lol
Training
I think I’m getting the hang of things around here. I just hope I don’t have another lazy streak.
Leaving a Mark
The black eye is gone..sort of… Some of the dark shading is still there. Looks like the bruise left a mark. I’m hoping that I’m not gonna stay like that any longer.